a rose by any other name...

i should be in bed. work in the morning, you know...life after college stuff. however, i have been drawn to the blog...oh blogger. right now, i feel like i did when i was at obu and all my friends and i had xanga. probably because well...a rose by any other name...right? whatever.

since my last post a lot of things have changed. but,
since my last post a lot of things are still the same.
i know, i know...profound.
when you graduate from college you automatically become wise.
okay that may or may not be true.

good thing only zero people read my blog...otherwise i would be tempted to be embarassed about how random and pointless this post is. i just feel like there's a lot going on in my head...i just can't seem to catch any of it long enough to communicate in a coherent way. i've felt that way a lot lately. but then i think about how my mind works and it's probably better that i don't catch these thoughts, because if i did i would spend entirely too much time thinking about them, worrying about them, over-analyzing them and such...and i definately do not want to spend my time thinking about worrying about things i can't control, or have no power over...one day i would find that my life had passed by and all i did was thinking about it. ugh...what a wretched life that would be. therefore...i am choosing (and hopeing that i choose daily) to have faith.

i'm thankful that faith is such a powerful thing. my faith gives me hope that i will actually live my life and experience amazing things and have meaningful relationships with people...i read once that the journey in life is more important than the destination. this faith helps me to embrace the journey. ha..embrace it bloggers..embrace. my faith in Christ, in believing his promises also brings me peace. what more could a girl want in life?

anyway...it's late. i'm probably delirious and if anyone actually reads this and it makes sense, i'll be...shocked.

goodnight lovelies.
leah marie.